Review appointment

Just waiting now for our review with the consultant. Feel very sick and nervous but strangely not as nervous as I have done over the past few days. 

Maybe I've come to terms with how bad the news might be. Or maybe I've just been successful at convincing myself that he has made some progress. 

Praying with all my heart that he can see the progress he has made and lets him continue with the chemo. 

He does seem as though he may have a chest infection though... Worried about that. We will see